A Year in Pictures!
Well, 2008 has certainly been some year - a year of huge ups, downs and ongoing changes. This is a time when I reflect on the year past but for once, I am really lost for words. Where to even start? So I have decided to do a year in pictures...my journey of a life time....
December 2007 - trying to help decorate the tree (in PJ's and tethered by the O2). I managed about 2 bobbles before needing to lie down but at least I tried!
New Year 2008 - I spent all of New Year in that chair with that blanket - not exactly rock 'n' roll but at least I was at home with my family! Shortly after I was admitted to hospital with one of the worst infections I have had.
February 2008 - trying out the new stair lift! I find it hard to believe I needed to use that. I was so proud and tried to hard to keep going with the stairs, but by this point I was relying on Andrew to carry me up! Very romantic eh? ;-) Now I can sprint up them!
March 2008 - the month of my false alarm and 'pretend' transplant. The lowest month of the year and one of the lowest times in my life. I can never have disappointment like that again...to wake up thinking my new life was just beginning and it had not even come close. I have no photos from March funnily enough (other than a picture of my scar which I will not subject you to!)
April 2008 - 4 weeks after my false alarm (looking surprisingly well, despite feeling pretty rough and still being on IV antibiotics). This was at my good friend Anna's wedding and I am so glad I managed to make it. Little was I to know that the call was going to come only 6 days later!!

April 25th 2008 - view flying down to Newcastle for transplant. A sunrise; a new beginning.
April 2 days post transplant (ITU) - trying to smile but jeez, I was in pain!!
April Day 4 post transplant - moved to HDU and already looking better!
May 1 week post transplant - gosh, what a difference a week makes! Had been on the bike by this point, and now pumping iron ;-)
May 2008 - Back home and walking at the country park! I think it was 9 am on a Sunday haha (possibly still high on steroids ;-))
June 2008 - my dear friend Lucie's wedding weekend. Can't believe I was allowed to go. I somehow fitted my transplant around the 5 weddings I had in 2008 :-)

August 2008 - First holiday in a long time! Ireland - wet, wild, windy but fab :-) Ignore the crutches - that was a minor blip in the recovery process ;-)

September 2008 - 3 weddings in September! This was taken at my friends Lyndsay's wedding. It was a great day and I had a ball :-)
October 2008 - dressed up for Halloween party! Making the most of being able to get out and about....even if I am dressed as a bumble bee.
December 2008 -decorating the tree. What a huge contrast to last Christmas. At least I am dressed this year haha!

I think that sums things up fairly well....a year that started with a fear that it may even be the last, but the glittering hope that it might just be the start. And what a start it was. I now look forward to 2009 where I hope and pray that my dreams can continue to come true! I am excited (and scared!) about going back to work in February but that really will mark another new beginning. Early in the new year I will be getting my troops ready and organised for the big Team Jac walk in May. In the meantime it will be back to the gym to try and get a bit fitter! It is also my own and Andrews 30th birthdays this year (and most of our friends 30ths!) and of course, April 25th will mark my 1 year transplant anniversary. I also have a few holidays planned - a couple of weekends and a family trip to Tuscany in September which I am very much looking forward to :-) Gosh, I am tired out just thinking about it all!
My New Years resolutions are simple. Enjoy each day, do not ever wish time away, try not to be fearful about what may never happen, and most of all, have fun, fun, fun!
9 comments:
that was a lovely post, it's great to see the changes over the past year. I hope 2009 brings you everything you want xx
This entry made me cry. In a happy way :) Do you mind if I link to it on the LLTGL blog?
so happy for you Jac....my god are we lucky.
xx
Lovely post Jac, Happy New Year - I hope all your dreams for 09 come true
Pauline
Lovely post Jac, what a difference a year makes!
Happy New Year! x
Great New Year's Resolutions - enjoy every minute! Hope you all have a lovely year. :) XXXXX
Hi Jac. What a fabulous post! I too have cf (I'm 38), am currently on oxygen 24/7, barely able to walk 6 feet without it, struggling to get up the stairs (I too am fighting against the stairlift but I know I'll have to give in sooner rather than later)and thinking that this year just might be my last. I am also trying to decide whether to get assessed for transplant. It's a very scary time and I'm just not sure I could cope with the trauma of it all. But then again the alternative isn't too appealing either! But your blog, and particularly this last post, gives me so much hope. What a difference a year has made for you and I'm so happy for you. I wish you continued health and happiness in 2009.
Thanks, Jac - the photo's say it all!
Audrey xx
I am just beaming from ear to ear! What a transformation, the pix just say it all! You have come so far and its amazing how the gift of life can change the life of not just the recipient but their family and friends too. This post sends an important message out there that transplants can save lives.
Wow, u have some great 2009 plans there-woo hoo!!
Lu xxx
You look so well.Andrew on the other hand....i'm only joking. What a topsy turvy year you've had, just so glad you got your transplant.
Happy New Year! Hope you have a wonderful year,
Anders xx
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