Saturday, January 17, 2009

It Never Rains but it Pours!

I haven't had the best week to be honest. Although the pain is now much better I have managed to develop a post op chest infection. Probably not surprising considering I couldn't really cough properly and wasn't moving about much for a week. I went to see my CF consultant about this yesterday and found my lung function had dropped to 1.3 L from 1.8L (97% to 80%) and there were a few chest crackles to be heard (although chest x-ray looked fine). Although this does not sound a big drop, a 10% drop is considered significant, therefore I have been started on a 2 week course of oral antibiotics, so hopefully within a few days I will see the benefit of that. I don't feel too bad though, just very tired and washed out and not quite right. This is nothing compared to how I used to feel with a chest infection though so I can't really complain. They have taken some samples to see what bugs are growing but at the moment have to assume it might be the old bugs I had before - they are using a fairly broad spectrum drug so should have all bases covered!

Today I had another minor drama when the sore throat I've had since the operation became much worse. When I had a look myself I had this weird blood encrusted lesion which totally freaked me out. Sometimes people must wonder if I really am a doctor because since this transplant I feel like I over react at everything. I then decided it could possibly be herpes (even though this should present as blisters) and took myself off to the doctor to get checked out. She was fairly sure it was in fact trauma from the intubation last week and even if there was some superimposed infection I was already on antibiotics so should be covered. Eh, drama over then :-) Since this morning I have now developed a runny nose. Of course I have self diagnosed 'flu even though I have no other symptoms ;-) Seriously though, keep your fingers crossed it's just some self limiting virus and I can get back to normal asap.

I had my foot ultrasound yesterday and there was no evidence of anything worrying (they were looking for something called a neuroma but they could not see one) so this is good news. My foot has been fine for the last week but I haven't walked further than the next room so very hard to assess haha. Hopefully I will be walking about again soon and will get a better idea before I am seen at clinic in a couple of weeks.

From the operation point of view, everything is going well. The scars are healing nicely and are no where near as sore. I am sleeping better and gradually being able to eat more. I couldn't eat at all for the first 4 days so have lost about 3kilos but the dietician has promptly restarted my high calories supplements so I should get that back on in no time. I still have to eat a soft diet so am experimenting as best I can. I find that chocolate buttons can be nicely melted in the mouth first and serve as a handy snack :-) My appetite has somewhat waned with the infection and sore throat but I'm sure when it kicks back in I will be trying to find 'soft' things to bake!!

It is very strange not being on top form. It is a unwelcome reality check to the fact I do not actually have superhuman powers. I think I seriously thought I had secret superhero skills which where give to be during the transplant. I felt invincible. Now I feel vulnerable and a bit shaken by my first infection since the transplant. I know it comes to us all and in fact post transplant I am technically more vulnerable to infection.....but it wasn't really the way I wanted to start the new year. However I think I might just start my new year from February, since I have never been that keen on January any way. In fact I may have asked the doctor to sign me back to work for mid February....I must be mad ;-)

7 comments:

lulu said...

O darling, sounds like u been through the wars! I would have freaked out too...its natural in our situation. Although I have not been anywhere near as pawly sik as u this week Ive had a rotten week too! It is disheartening when we feel we've gone back some steps. Its a feeling I associate with being seriously ill and I really wanna be as far away from that as possible. Do lemme know if there is anything at all I can do!?!?!?

xxx

Tori said...

I don't like January either it's a horrible month!!

Your infection will pass and you'll be back on top form quicker than you know it :)

Kelly said...

"I must be mad" - well, madness ain't a bad thing you know! ;-)

Seriously, sorry to hear you are feeling so rubbish. Fingers crossed you are soon on the mend. Take care of you

K xx

Me said...

haha I think im paranoid too! I think after all the things you have been through its only natural. hope you chest infection clears up soon xx

Anonymous said...

Hopefully your body is just re-acting to post-op mending !! Sorry things are being difficult for you but I am sure it will all be worth it in the long run, with you with the January comment, should be excluded from the calender!! Hope you have better week... Big hugs xxx

Roskev

Anonymous said...

Hi, Jacqueline
Just read your blog. Yes you have been through the mill this week but you did look well on Saturday considering all you have been through. Hopefully the chest infection will clear up quickly and you will get back to feeling great again. I think we all agree with you about January!! In fact I'm not that keen on February either actually!! It will soon be Spring and you have so much to look forward to. At least you can hibernate for a few weeks while the weather is so awful and by the time you get back to full strength the sun will be shining again!! Take care.
lol Anne and John and Ross
xxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

At least if all the problems have come together in January it will leave the rest of the year for you to enjoy! :) Hope you feel better soon. XXXX